QUOTE(*shiri&jensen4ever* @ Feb 28 2006, 03:51 PM)

I was watching Pollo Loco again and I just can' t for the life of me understand Ben. All those flashbacks of his childhood in Manticore and the faith in the blue lady - he didn't sound disillusioned with that belief so why did the guilt of being a soldier eat him up so badly or was there more to it?

I don't think it was the guilt of being a soldier as it was the guilt for fighting it. He wasn't what he was suppose to be, he wasn't a
good soldier. He failed the Blue Lady. Or why else didn't she protect him? Them?. Like he told Max, 'You're like a wolf in sheep's clothing, Max! You're hiding your instincts, every minute of every day, so no one will know what you really are. A soldier...a hunter...a killer.' He didn't fight who he was anymore. He was just that, 'A soldier...a hunter...a killer'.
So he still believed in the Blue Lady, which is why he killed those people. Though I agree with Max, that by giving his victims his barcode he was actually killing himself over and over again...

I guess that for Ben, things really did make more sense in Manticore.
Did it make sense?
Going through 'Pollo Loco' transcript I just thought of something. Well, two somethings. Ben said that "I know what my mission is. I have faith in her." What mission was that?

The second thing is why Seattle? According to Logan, it appears that Ben had already committed murders in Chicago, Miami and New York (I wonder if that was the order of the killings). Anyway, why coming all the way to Seattle all of a sudden? He still had enough cities/states.