Nathan----I want you to talk to me Brooke. I am sorry this is hard on you. I will do what ever you want me to. I will not see Lily or Jamie again if that is what you want."



Haley
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I nod and smilea little "do you wanna talk about?"

Brooke: i sit there and think for a min he is giving up his childern for me he must love me i turn and look at him as i am crying " i... i do not want that nathan i just... i just need to feel that you do not have feelings for haley or that when i wake up you are here with me that is wht i want and need, i ............ i love you so much "

Nathan----"I love you Brooke. I am sorry I left earlier and I should have stayed here until you woke up. You know how I am when I get pissed and that guy makes me want to beat his ass."

BRooke:" i know but i need you to gt past your pride and be here for me and this baby.... i just need that and i knwo this is not fair to you i know you want ot be with your childern and i am so sorry " i start to cry agin i never wanted him to hate me and i feel like he is

Nathan----"Brooke please dont cry. I never meant to hurt you. I am sorry I have not been here for you as much as I should. I have a lot that is new to me to deal with. I chose you a long time ago and that has not changed. It will never change. You are my wife and I love you."

Haley
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Lindsey and I talk for a while. I get my cell and leave a mesage to Mmicheal "Hey..It´s me..I got the flowers, they are beautiful, thank you.." I sigh "I`ve been thinking a lot and.." I look at an old picture then i look at my engagement ring "I will still marry you if you want to." I sigh "So uh..call me later, ok?? " I hang up and look at the picture again"I have to let go of you...once for all" I whisper then put the picture back in th old box and put it on the garage. I see my old guitar there and sigh. I touch it and It looks really old and dusty. I also find my old notebook, the one I had threw in the trash and there is a note. 'Hales, you have to much talented! You believed in my book and I believe in your music. Love, Lucas.' I sigh and I call Lucas and say with tears in my eyes and in a really soft tone "Thank you.." I hang up and pick my notebook and my guitar and go back inside.

Brooke:"the last thing i want to do to you is make it hard on you to see your childern that you should have seen all there life i will work better on being here myself so you do not feel bad about leaving me here i promis i guess just bad mood swings im sorry"

Nathan----"Dont be, you have nothing to be sorry for. This whole thing of course is going to be hard on you. I have to make sure I am here for you also and that I can not take it for granted that you know how muc I love you."

Micheal; i am sitting at home and i notice i have amiss call i listint o haleys message and get so exsited i get changed and amke my way over to her house


hey gys just FYI eatehr it is my computer or the site but it is not working well for me so sorry if it is takeing me awhile to post

I think its your computer Deb, cuz here the site is fine


Haley
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I clean my guitar the i turn to Lindsey "so uh..are you up for looking to wedding dresses tomorrow with me??"

Brooke: i grab his hand and put it on my stomch " we know nathan we were just worried but now we are ok " i smile at him


Miceal: i get to haleys house and i look in the mirror and i see her with lindsy i think for a min about not going but i had to see her i get to the door and knock

that is wht i thought stupid compter

Haley
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"Hold on a sec." I go and answer the door and it is Micheal 'hey.." i smile a little.

Micheal:" hey... i got your message i know i should have called but i was too exsited so i had to see you "

Haley
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I go outside then close the door and hold him tight "I missed you.." i whisper.

Micheal: i hold her tight and after she says that i lean down and kiss her very pastinily then look at her " me too more then you will ever know and i am so sorry"

Haley
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'we just need to be honest with each other, ok?? All the way..no more secrets.." I caress his cheek and kiss him again for a little while then pull away "so uh..tomorrow i will look for my wedding dress and as soon as i find it..i will marry you." i say softly.

Micheal: i smile " haley are you sure this is what you want? i know it is what i want but are you sure?"

Haley
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"Yes, Iam.." i say looking into his eyes "more than ever"

Micheal;" ok great" i kiss her agin " ok i will leave for tonight i love you and can not wait o see you toamrrow"

Haley
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"If Lindsey werent here you could spend the night but..she kinda needs me right now.." I kiss him again "I`ll see you tomorrow..and hopefully i will have the wedding dress bought" I chuckle a little and kiss him "I love you Mike." i say softly.

Micheal;" ok great" i kiss her agin " ok i will leave for tonight i love you and can not wait o see you toamrrow"

aHaley
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"Yeah..I cant wait too" i smile and he kisses my hand "see you tomorrow"

Micheal: i kiss her one more time and then leave i get in my car and drive away i think to myself i need to make things right i go to the hospital and look for Nathan

Haley
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I smile a little then go back inside and turn to Lindsey "so uh..the wedding is back on and WE need to find my dress soon!"

nite!

Nathan---I kiss Brooke gently on her lips than I kiss her tummy. "I love both of you also...so much."

Lyndsey----I get up and hug Haley "I am so happy for you Haley."

Haley
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"Thank you.." I say smiling "this is what I want..I`m sure of it.." I smile a little "and tomorrow we are gonna find that dress and we will make a doctor apoitment for you, ok??"

Lyndsey----"Than when I find out for sure I will have to fiure out what to tell Luke."

Haley
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"Luke loves you Linds, sure at first he will be scared, it is a normal feeling, but once he gets use to..he is gonna love it. I mean you see how great he is with Jamie and Lily, he is definetely gonna be a great father."

Lyndsey----"I know he will. It is just not some thing either of us expected."

So is Lyndsey gone off the show now? If she is that is a bummer because I like her.

Well, from the spoilers i think she will be back, but i dont think she will be back for good I know, I felt reallllyyy sorry for her. Lucas is such a mess..she deserves better, but dont worry in this rp Luke is madly in love with her and her friendship with Haley is awesome!!


Haley
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"Well..Jamie and Lily weren`t expected e ither and it was way hard for me..but the moment you see your kids for the first time, you smell their incridible acent...you`re gone..you fall in love and all the pain, morning sickness, craves, mood swings, fears, loliness, doubts...they`re gone and you know you have something amazing in front of you"


Btw, Lily is so cute! lol
Oh and I didnt like the whole baby storyline, Brooke is 22, she is rushing things...

It was funny Lily telling Jamie you have to call me Aunt Lily lol. Brooke does not even have a steady bf so why is she wanting a baby? She of all people should realize a baby needs a mom and dad there.

Lyndsey----"I am glad my best friend has gone trhu this. You can help me a lot Hales."

Yes, I think the reasons she wants a baby is really wrong. I hope Mark doesnt go too far with this story line..but knowing him..he will think its golden..
Yeah, Lily and Jamie were so cute, and did you see Jamie`s smirk?? Just like daddy
I laughed when he said 'sorry you are poor uncle Lucas' and i love when he said 'daddy did you see momma?? she looks pretty'


Haley
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"I`m here for you..I only had Lucas when I had Jamie and Lily, I didnt count on Brooke because..well you know why and my friend, who i thought was my friend back stabbed me, too, and got me kicked out of the music school, and now she has a bilionare record label, but her songs are junk, she only moans and sings and one night stands, but she has fame and sucess.." i sigh "a little Britney wanna be..but worse."

Lyndsey----"That is sad. You have gone thru a lot but it has made you strong. You are one of the strongest women I have ever met. You do not need friends like them. Hales are you going to tell Jamie and Lily about Nate?"

Haley
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"I guess It`s true what the say..what doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger.." I sigh "But I wished it had been easier..i mean that almost killed me.." I look down the think about it 'I want to..but when the time is right..I am just..I`m so scared they are gonna hate me Linds.." I say with tears in my eyes "I`ve shouldnt been so selfish, I`ve should though about them first and put my pain aside...It`s..It`s not fair to them.."

Lyndsey----I put my arm on her "It will be ok. Maybe you should get Nate to talk to Jamie about it. Jamie seems to like him a lot. That way you will only have to find a way to tell Lily. Lily and I are pretty close so maybe I could talk to her if you want me to."

Haley
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"Thank you but...this is something i have to do.." i sigh "i want Nathan to spend some more time with them..Jamie really likes him, Lily too, she is just shy, but i can tell she likes him."

Lyndsey----"Nathan is a good guy Hales. I know he hurt you but from what Luke says when he thought you lost the kids it tore him up. I think Nate loved both of you and for some reason he chose Brooke. I am sorry about that. Seeing Nate and you together you seem like you would have been a really good couple."

Brooke: i smile a nures comes in and says there is a guess to see nathan " go it is ok i will be here wating for you we both will"

Haley
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"Yeah..he chose Brooke and..in a way my heart will never heal from that.." I sigh "We...we were..we were happy and I really thought he loved me..but I was wrong.." I look down "It is still hard to see him with her..I know I`ve moved on and I do lov Micheal..but he was my first, first love, first person i slept with..he meant the world to me and it killed me when i saw that..he took that for granted"

Lyndsey----"I am sorry but yeah...you are right. you have to move on. Michael and you will be happy. You will be a beautiful bride."

Nathan----"Are you sure Brooke?"

Brooke:" yes i am sure just dont take too long ok "


Micheal: i was nervis to talk to nathan but i knew i had to make it right sice i did it behind haleys back i was in the wating room just waiting


my bad ha

Haley
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"Thank you.." I smile and look at my ring "yeah, we will..and tomorrow we are gonna find the dress!"


Micheal, not Damien

Nathan----I get up and kiss Brooke. "I love you." I than go in to the waiting room and see Michael. My happy mood leaves immediately and I get pissed. "I have nothing to say to you."

Lyndsey----"We will find you a beautiful dress."

Haley
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"Maybe.a Vera Wang meets Snow White kind of dress.." i chuckel and take a sip of my wine.

Lyndsey----"Its getting kind of late and I am tired. I think I am going to go to bed. I would really like to go see a doctor tomorrow if possible."

Brooke: nathan leaves and i feel more happy i call my asscent and tell her to cancel my flight i am doing fine she dose and i lay down the baby stats kicking


Micheal;" nahtan wait just give me a secont to talk ok "

HAley
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"Yeah..you can go get some rest..I will in a minute.." i say with a smile "dont worry we will.." she gets up and start to leave "linds..you`re gonna be ok."

Nathan----"I do not have any thing to say to you. All I want to do is beat your ass and this is not the place or time for that."

Lyndsey----"Thank you Haley....for every thing."

Haley
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'You`re welcome..and than you too.." i smile a little "Nite.."

Lyndsey----I go to sleep and the next mroning Haley is up with the kids when I go in to the kitchen. "Morning every one..."