Haley
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He says very funny and I chuckle teasing him "Thanks, I try" I kiss him and pull away "come on baby, let`s go to bed..you know I cant sleep well without you."


Damien
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"Uh..nothing..." I was going to tell her she was acting weird but lately I think 30 times something before i say to Brooke becasue she always takes it in the wrong way.

Nathan----"Yeah this couch is not that comfortable. I would much rather sleep in bed with you."

Haley
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"Good cuz that makes two of us" i smile and kiss him then pul laway and hold out my hand to him.

BRooke: " ok good well i am going to take a shower i want to wash the hospital smell off of me " i kiss him on the cheek and then go in the shower. i stay in for a fe mins and come out all nice and clean i have a rob on and my hair up in a towl i walk out to the living room where Damen is watchig tv " so is there anything good on?"

Damien
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"Nah..just some old movies, some tv shows..." i say as i keep changing chanels.

Nathan----Haley has put Natalie back in her crib. We get in bed together and I stretch out and Haley lays her head on my chest. "What are you thinking?"

Haley
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"How great it is to be in home..how much our lives changed but for good..and how things are just perfect right now...you??"

Nathan----"The same thing as you. We have had some really great times together and we have the rest of our lives to make more."

Haley
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"So..you still want to marry me??"

Nathan----"Of course I do. Why do you ask?"

Haley
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"Is just..we never talked about ti again..it`s been a long time that we dont talk about it so i thought that..maybe you had changed your mind.."

Nathan----"I havent. There has been so much going on lately. I still want to marry you Haley."

Haley
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"Yeah..I guess you`re right..there has been a lot going on lately.."

Nathan----"I thought maybe you wanted to wait until Brooke is better."

Haley
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"Yeah..I guess so.."

Nathan----"Do you want to wait until she is better?"

Haley
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"I guess that`s the right hting to do..i would like to marry you like..today but that wouldnt be fair."

Nathan----"I think it would hurt you later on if Brooke was not there."

Haley
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"Yeah, you`re right." i CUDDle on him "you´re always right"

Nathan-----"I wish that were true. I really think I would like if Luke was at the wedding. Now that I have my brother back I want him to be there for all the good things that happen to me."

Haley
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"I`m glad you have your brother back..I really am..you deserve it"

Brooke: i walk in frount of the TV " well thats no fun..... how about we make our own fun " i slowly start to untie my robe " i know you want it to be this specal moment but i am ready to have a speal moment with you now Damen " then my robe drops to the floor

Nathan----"Do you still want to have a small wedding or make it bigger?"

Haley
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"Nah..I want it small. Just family."

Damien
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i swallow and look at her "Broo-Brooke.."

Brooke: i smile at him " well i guess that means you are happy then"

Nathan----"That is what I want also."

Damien
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"you dont play fair.."


Haley
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I wrap my arms around him and kiss him "and it is going to be the second best day of our lives." I sigh "i wished my daddy had met you.."

Brooke:" haha come on Damen you know you want me and i know for sure i love you and want you so......."

Damien
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"I do want you Brooke..I never said i didnt"

Brooke:" well then here is your chance to take me " i am just standing there and he is sitting there doing nothing " come on Damne i am standing infrount of you naked "

Damien
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I just..I dont want to regret later..I am going to say once only..and if you say yes then i`m not asking again..are you sure??"

Nathan----"I always wanted a family of my own. Now with Natalie and you I have one. We are so lucky Hales..."

Haley
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"We are" I smile and kiss him deeply "we`re really blessed..maybe one day we could take Natalie to my daddys grave and Rachel`s too since she has her middle name..I think Rachel would be happy to know that and that you are happy.."

Nathan----"Yeah I think you are right. Rachel would want me to go on and be happy. Your dad would want that for you Haley."

Haley
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"Yeah..I know..and I bet he would be happy to know about Brooke.." i sigh. 'i feel so powerless Nathan. I want to help her but everytime i go see her its like I say something wrong or something and she just send me away and I go..I..i dont know what to do..I`ve been doing researches, and talking to some people and sending e-mails to specialists..but it doesnt seem enough, you know?? And It sucks because I wanan enjoy our baby girl, and you and just be happy and start our lives as family but I feel like It`s not fair..it´s not fair to be happy when Brooke is a mess and unhappy.."

Nathan----"Yeah I know what you mean. When you were pregnant I wanted to be happy but Luke was going thru hell with every thing. Now he is ok and Brooke is the one who is messed up. She can go only get better when she decides she wants to. I know that is not what you want to hear but that is the way things are. When she decides to get better she will let you in again. I just do not want her to hurt you."

Haley
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"That`s what I`m afraid of..what if she never wants to get better??? What if she decides that she wants this new life, to be this new person..I..I can lose her forever Nathan..." I say with tears in my eyes.

BRooke: i get so mad at him for saying that i grap my rob and out it back on " OMG Damen are you kidding me uggg" i throw a small chair " i .... i throw myself at you and you ask me if i am ok with it why cant you just take me in your arms say you love me and then make love to me .... " i walk to the kichen " where is the vodka i know i but it here "

Damien
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"I was just asking if you were sure..Jeez Brooke sorry if i care and worry about you"

Brooke: " oh no do not use that guilt trip on me .... if you cared you would do what i want and just have sex with me " i find the vodka " fianly " i get a shot glass out and start taking shots

Damien
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"Great! Now you will get drunk because i wanted to make sure you were ok before we make love?? You`re acting childish Brooke and I am trying my hardest to respect you and be a good boyfriend but if i am not enough for you say the word and i will stop bugging you!!"

Brooke: " UGGGG ............" i throw the bottel " its my fault it is always my fault i want to make love the the man i love and it is my fault because you do not think i am ready...... becasue agin since i am not a slut like haley i do not get what i want agin.....i am so sick .....so sick of this crap i hate...................." i get overwelmed and i run into the bedroom

Damien~
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Grea just f*cking great! I follow her "And I am tired of everything I say you take the wrong way!! I am tired of having to think things like 100 times before I say because you always get the wrong way and always get hurt!! Y ou decided to leave the hospital, een if i knew it was wrong i said yes, you confide things to Lucas and I get pass, i worry if yo u are ready or not to have sex and I am a jerk, and as, then fine Brooke!! If I am not enough for you then just say it!! Because I am tired to try make you happy or feel loved and I all I get is you hurting, yelling, drinking and saying what jerk I am!!" I grab my jacket "I`m going out, do whatever you want, i`m ass anyways!" i leave the place slamming the door. I was just done about this, i gave up the college i was to be with her and it is never enough for her.

Brooke: i hear him slam the door and i run out the room " Damen..." but he is already gone i fall to the floor crying about what i did wrong i get so mad i put my cloths on and drive to haleys new place and knock on the door

Haley
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Nathan and I are almost sleeping when we hear a knock in the door. I look at the clock and it says 2am "What?? That cant be good." I whisper to not wake Natalie "I`m gonna go check who is at the door baby." I get up and put my robe "Coming" i yawn and look at the peek hole then open the door "Brooke?? Are you ok??"

BRooke: i stand there looking at her and then i let it out " .... you win haley you win everything you got everything you always wanted and i got nothing not even the man i love.... i... i hate you haley ..... i came here to tell you good bye and i ...... " i was crying so hard " thats it goodbye" i tunr and start walking away

Haley
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"What??" i look at her "ok..first of all I did not win anything, cuz i am not even enjoy my baby girl and Nathan because I dont think it`s fair because you are hurting, this is not a competition Brooke! I love you and I want you to be happy.believe it or not. Second of all I am really tired of hearing you saying that you hate, i get it, ok?? You told me and hearing that It hurts, ok?? And third running away is not the answer!! Damien loves you, he has been patient and great so whatever happenned it will be fixed because believe it or not he is crazy abou you!! And you leaving him it is selfish!"

Brooke:" im selfshish are you kidding me right now haley...... and Damne...... if he really loved me he would just show me..... he is always so worried i am tied of always being the one that has to be the perfect one while oyu get what i want..... did you know i wanted a baby i want family you never did i did and guess what you got it ......... me leaving is not being slefish it is me finaly doing somthing for myself.... oh and just for your FYI Damen left me ........."

Haley
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"Ok, I didnt plan this baby!! I didnt plan to take your dreams and have them for me!! Natalie was unplanned but she did bless our lives, and even though she did we are too young Brooke!! We will have to deal with college, money, raising her right, food, baby suplies and it scares the hell out of her!! So dont think my life is all sunshines and rainbows because you dont have a clue of my life is like!! It`s not a fairytale and we are not smiling all the time!!! SO FYI my life is not perfect!! I dont believe he left for good, he just need some time to clear his head Brooke"

Brooke:" well he will have plenty of time ...... good luck with your baby and family and .............. tell dad i love him goodbye "