Haley
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"Morning..'" i smile a little then kiss him "we missed you last night" i look at him "are you ok?? You..you look tired...how is she?'


Lucas----"I guess ok. I am staying at Nathan's and Haley's for awhile. I know she doesnt really want me there but I do not have much choice. So how are things going with you?"

Brooke:" oh wow i did not know you were staying there, umm me well to be honist not so good this is the frist time in about a week that i have been outside my apatment and Damen and i well he left me and i was going to leave town but nathan came by and would not let me so he basily forced pills down my throuth so it made me a lil energiized so i felt like a jog"

Nathan----"It is kind of hard to sleep on the floor. I am ok Hales. It was worth it because I think I got thru to her....maybe just a little but I did."

Haley
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"You slept on the floor?" i put our daughter on the crib then go over him and sit behind him then start to massage his shoulder. I place a kiss on his neck then pull away "i guess the couch was too small.."

Nathan----"Yeah it was. I could not get comfortable on it. I think I am going to buy a cheap air matress to take over there. Haley...I am not giving up until I help her."

Haley
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"you gonna spend every night there???'

i`m gonna eat something and brb, kay?

Nathan----"For awhile just until I know she is better."

lucas????

Pam is playing him, dont forget Lucas Pam


Haley
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"I love you for doing this Nathan..i do but...we kinda need you too , you know??'

Nathan----"I know you do and this is where I want to be. I have to help Brooke though Hales. I hurt her more than any one so maybe I can make her better more than any one. Is Luke in the spare bed room? I wanted to talk to him."

Lucas-----"Yeah I heard about West leaving you and I am sorry you got hurt again. Brooke....you so good and you do not deserve having people hurt you. I have been thinking about you so much. I did not want to make things harder on you so I stayed away but you are constantly in my thoughts." I take a piece of her hair and tuck it behind her ear. "You are so pretty."

Haley
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"I know but every night??" i sigh then he asks about Lucas "I don`t know...he..he asked me about Brooke last night..I know he is your brother and you are giving him a second chance and i am trying and doing the same thing..slowly but i am but..i..i dont want him near Brooke...he...she is a mess right now and vunerable, the last thing she needs is more confusion so..i don`t know if he will isten to me bu tif you could just talk to him Nathan..I would apreciaate it"

I love when we post more than three lines , makes the rp more fun lol

Nathan-----"He has feelings for Brooke? Romantic feelings? I thought maybe he did but I have not talked to him about it. Lucas has changed baby and he will not hurt your sister. Maybe he could even be good for her." Haley looks at me in concern "Ok I will talk to him. It might not do any good though."

Haley
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"He changed because eh doesnt remember who he was Nathan..the doctor told us that the memory can come back any minute, it can take years but it also can take days..i dont want her involved with someone that doesnt even know who he is and if he remembers...she will get hurt Nathan...so i rather for him to stay away from her...he is the last thing she needs"

Nathan----"He is not the same guy he used to be. Luke is my brother so I know him better than any one. He is not faking that he does not remember and he is not faking that he hates when he hears what he used to be like. People can change. Luke deserves to have a good life and not constantly be paying for his past. I think Brooke and him might be really good together. They might just be what the other one needs. I do not think they are going to stay away from each other just because we talk to them."

Haley
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I get off behind him then stand up "I am not saying he is faking Nathan!! Right now I do believe he doesnt remember who he was and that he hates that person, but there is a chance a huge chance that he might remember things eventually, ok?? I am a very forgiving person, i do believe in second chances and benefit of doubt, but it is not easy when the person tried to kill you twice and hurt your sister, almost made me lost the baby and killed someone!!! So I am sorry if i am worrying about my sister`s safe because right now, just like brooke, Lucas is one person but who knows?? Tomorrow he might remember who he was and things might get ugly!"

Nathan----"Hales calm down. I will talk to him but I do not want him to think that he can not be happy because of his past. That his past will always be there haunting him. I know what living like that is like and it sucks. I am going to help your sister get well. I am going to be there for her every minute if that is what she needs. I will not let Luke hurt her. I will talk to him also. Right now though I am so damn tired and I got to get to practice."

Haley
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I sigh and run my hand thru my hair 'I`m sorry..I didnt mean to fight with you and i don`t want to fight with you because of Lucas..Is just..i`m trying mybest Nathan , I am , I promise but..i always get this fear that someday he might wake up and remember things..about Rachel, about the car accident with me and the gun and everything..so it is a little scarey and i already screwed up with brooke, i didnt protect her that is why i am trying to do it right now.." I take a deep breath "you should take a nap or something..if you are gonna keep sleeping at Brooke`s , i will get you a matress for you"

Nathan-----"I wish I could take a nap but practice is in about an hour. I am going to go buy a mattress than get to practice. I will call you later on tonight."

Haley
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"No Nathan...go take a nap, i go with Natie and buy your matress, you should rest" I say as I get up. I didnt want him out every single night, he had a baby girl who needed him too but i didnt want to arguee right now.

Nathan----"Look Haley....Brooke told me that I hurt her more than any one else has ever hurt her. I am going to make that up to her. I am going to help her get back to being her old self. Even if that means I have to sacrifice all of the things I want to do. I want to be here at night with Nat and you but right now Brooke needs me. I can not function on no sleep day after day so I am going to go get some ting I can sleep on. I will call you after practice."

Haley
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"I heard that, and i told you i will do it, ok?? Stay here, go to our bed, get some rest and i will take of the matress..you look tired and knowing coach like well..i heard of him, he will be pissed so..get some rest and i will take care of your matress"

Nathan----"You are so stubborn. I have practice at four and it is close to three. There is no way I can sleep for just 30 minutes. I will be dead tired at practice. I will dribk a lot of coffee right now.

Haley
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"Fine!" I say as i throw my hands in the air frustated "i was trying to help but whatever..do what you want" i sigh and go to Natie`s room. I hated fighting with Nathan.

Nathan----I do not have time to fight with Haley on top of every thing else. I go to our room and Haley is feeding Natalie "I am sorry Hales..."

Brooke: i was in kinda of a shock when he said those words ot me then i saw Damens face in his face and i tunred away ' umm wow lucas i... i do not know what to say, i did not even think you thought of me that way ?"

Haley
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I look at him then sigh and look at Natie "I really dont want to fight with you Nathan...I really dont..is the last thing i want and need.." I sigh and gently rock my daughter.

Lucas-----"You have a boy friend so I should not care about you like I do. I think about you all the time Brooke. Hoping you are ok. I should not be telling you this."

Nathan----"I want to help her if I can Hales. I know you want me to be with you but your sister needs some one who will stick with her right now and does not mind if she gets mad at them or gets physical. She has all this anger inside of her and she needs to let it out. I do not think I will have to stay there a lot more. Probabyly just a couple more times and she will realize we are here to help her."

Haley
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i listen to him "oK..I just don`t want you to miss things about our daughter too, you know??" I sigh "Maybe i should buy a punch bag for her" he says what "well, i once read that it helps people who have a lot of anger inside to just punch something and let the anger out..they get more calm and control themselves more.."

Nathan----I think about that. "That might work Haley. She also needs some one she can talk to though even if its the middle of the night. That is why I will stay there with her. Last night I was starting to get thru to her Hales."

Haley
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I run my hand thru my hair "i´ll go buy the punch bag.." i look at him "what..what did she say??" It killed me that I couldnt be there with my sister, but i had to take care of Natalie, i was still breast feeding her, so i couldnt just go there be with Brooke and not take care of my daughter.

Nathan----"She took her medicine Haley....on her own. With out Damien or you standing there making sure she took it. She was talkative and she even laughed. It was not so much what she said but rather the way she acted. She was being herself again."

Haley
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I get tears in my eyes and put Natie`s on th e bed carefully then walk over Nathan and hug him "thank you.." i whisper. I was so happy to hear that and I know believe that Nathan can really help her to be the old Brooke again.

Nathan----"I am glad I could help her. I think she needed to know some one outside of the people she thinks are supposed to....but some one outside of that cares about her. I am not giving up on her and she knows that."

Haley
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"That`s good.." i pull away and wipe away my tears "i want to help her too, you know?? But she doesn`t let me in..the moment she does, she gets pissed and say all those things...and i can`t spend too much time taking care of her because Natalie needs me too.."

Brooke:we sit down on a park bench " Damen left me.... he said he could just not handle being with me anymore it is like i just pushed him to the limet when he left it was realy hard like... i felt like i could not go on beasue i felt the only person i thought that was there for me had given up on me you know it was hard....." i turn and look at him " i do not want to feel like that ever agin, i think you are good Lucas but i can not lie i am not sure about you and me "

Nathan----"I know you can not spend a lot of time with her right now. Nat needs you and you do stuff for her that I can not do. I can help you by being there for Brooke and that is why I am doing what I am. If Brooke will open up to me she can get well. I can help her Hales. That is what I need to do right now."

Lucas----"I know you do not trust me. I want to be your friend. I realize you love Damien but I think you need a friend right now also. God knows I need one."

Haley
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I nod "yeah..and it kills me that I can`t be there for her 100% because of Natie and I bet she thinks that I dont care enough about her..." I sigh "i SEE things she used to like like some books, music, food but i get scared to gi ve to her cuz she might take the wrong way and gets pissed" I sigh "This is all really frustrating.."

Brooke: he says i love Damen and i strt to get real sad and upset and i start to cry "im......im sorry Lucas i have to go i.... sorry "

Nathan----"She will be back to her old self. It is just going to take time. You can not show her that the things she is doing hurt you. You have to act like every thing is no big deal. I know that would be almost impossible for you to do."

:ucas----"Sorry I upset you." She is up and gone so fast. Damn only Nathan can see that I am a different guy now.

Haley
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"It is..Brooke was like my best friend so when she says and does those thing..hurts more than you know..but I guess I should you know..I gues I will try to work and pretending i am not caring what she says"

Brooke: i was so upset i missed Damne so bad i run for what seems forever and then i walk to the liqure stor down the street fromy my apartment and i buy some vodka i take it home and lock the door and i sit in my window while i look out and start to drink

Nathan----"If we do this than hopefully we will get the old Brooke back soon. I have to go to practice Hales than I will call you after."

Haley
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"Yeah, ok...hey! uh..do you..do you think is a good idea if i bring dinner to Brooke and we can all have dinner togheter?? You know..family style??"

Nathan----"Yeah we will just be really careful about what we say."

Haley
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"Ok...like what?"

BRooke: i sit and drink almost half the bottel i get my cell phone and call Damne he dose nto pick up so i leave a message

" i though i was slowly getting better till i thought of you and how you just left me here to die without you..... i miss you and i love you .... i hate you " i hangup and send a message to lucas

" sorry about today come over to my apartment asap "

i drop the phone and drink some more

Nathan----"I do not know all the answers. We will just be careful to talk about only pleasant things .... Haley....you have more tact than me."


Lucas----I listen to the message Brooke left and I go over to where she is staying.

Haley]
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"well..for startes I think the D word is not something we should talk about it..and i guess asking if she is ok or taking the meds or something wont be a good thing either"

Nathan-----"Yeah but Haley....you do not have to worry because she is taking her medicine. I am making sure she does."

Brooke: i hear a knock at the door i go and open it and see Lucas " hey i guess you got the message come on in "