Haley
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"there is no better girl than yoou Brooke. Damien loves you too much to just give up on you.." i smile a little "i am dying for you to meet my little girl, she is so perfect..listen i will talk to the doctor and ask to change the medication or something, but you will get well, ok."

Brooke:" NO i do not want a differant kinda of medication" i stand up " dont you see i do not need any of that i just need a quick drink and it will calm me down that is all i need " i go up to her " come on haley just get me out of here and lets go have a drink and we can talk about anything you want please come on if oyu love me you will do this for me" i say pleading for her to take me out of here


this is crazy but sadly this happend to me 2 weeks ago with the kids mom

it is horrible

Haley
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And she was gone...i swallow and wipe away my tears and i say in a firm tone "No."

Brooke:" No.... you just said that you wanted to help me i am giving you that chance to help me come on haley.... we do not have to leave just go to the store for me and bring it back come on.... be my sisiter do this for me "

Haley
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"i want to help, but i wont give you any drink because i know it wont help. Dont be stupid Brooke."

Brooke:" stupid.... you are calling me stupid " i get so hangy i walk up in her face " you better get out of here befor i do somthing i will regret.... Getout of here you are not my sisiters..... I hate you "

Haley
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"do what Brooke..slap me, hurt me..well you altrady hurt me so it is too late. I am not leaving, you need to stop this bullsh!t once for all!"

Brooke:" its not bullshit you do not understand..... get the hell away from em i mean it haley"

Haley
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"yes, i do i do understand, this is bullshit and i wont leave here."

BRooke: i wanted to hit her so badly but somthing kept me from doing it " JUST LEAVE IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO HELP ME JUST.......... just leave... leave leave leave leave....." i could not keep up the screaming i lay down on my bed and cry

Haley
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I walk closer her then st on her bed and hold her 'ir`s ok Brooke. Ir is going to be ok"

Brooke:" i am crying " its not ok ...its not ok .... i wanted to hurt you i wanted to kill myself nothing is ok ... im sorry haley"

Haley
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"you will be ok..i promise" i swallow and wipe soe m tears.

Damen: i come in the room and i see brooke was free from the bed " what... what happend here haley"

Haley
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"nothing..it was too tight so i let it go" i sigh then look at Brooke who was more calm "tr to rest, ok..i will be here"

Brooke: the nures comes in and put smthing in my ive and i fall asleep

Damen:" haley can i talk to you outside?"

Haley
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"ok.. i cover Brooke then kiss her forehead and go outside.

Damen: look at Brooke and then clothes the door i take Haley down the hall " why did you take them off of her... Haley she tired to kill herself , what happend in there what did she say?"

Haley
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"she is better now, plus she is sleeping.." i sigh "she said she is sorry"

Damen:" haley ..." i take a breath " ok listin i know you love her but she has told me so many times that she is sorry do not let youself get pulled into a trap.... i cant belive i am saying this but.... i want to put her into a hospital that treats people like her.... but i can not do it becasu ei am not family you have to"



got to go to bed post more tomarrow goodnight

night hun!


HAle
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"i didnt, i was firm with her, i yelled and said everything i wanted to say in a long time" he looks shocked "the moment i was harsh with her she went back being the old Brooke" i then sotp "wha-what.."

Damen:" when i left the room i went and talked to her docotr he siad he has seen caesws like this befor and if not treated right the person that tired to kill themselves will most likely do it agin and succed the next time..... i do not want Brooke to fall back on this and try tokill herself agin.... he game me the number of a syieatric ward at a hospital and i think it is a good idea we put her in there"

Haley
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"i...i will think about it"

Damen:" haley.... there is no time to think about it .... you need to make a disition today.... the hospital here will only hold her for tonight then tomarrow we have to eather take her home or the the place.... i do not want her there eather but it is what needs to be done"

Haley
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"I said I will think about it Damien!" I sigh "Give me a few minutes"

Damen:" ok fine i understand it is hard for you... i am going to go back n the room with Brooke when you are ready go talk o the docotor ..... call nathan he might be abel to help you " i give her a hug and then go back in the room with brooke"


Brooke: i was alil asleep then i heard the door close i wake up and see Damen i smile " hey babe"

Haley
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I sigh then call Nathan.


Damien
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"hey..how are you feeling.."

Nathan----I hear the phone so I hurry up and answer it. "Hales is that you?"

Brooke:" im realy tird.... Damen i am sorry for what i did you know that it is not the real me when i do those things "

Haley
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"hey..yeah it is" i sigh "How is our baby girl.."





Damien
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"i know;;;i know it is not the readl you" i sigh i run my fingers thru her hasri "try to relax, ok"

Nathan---"She is off in dream land. Where are you Hales?"

Haley
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"i am at the hospital..i talked to Brooke, i was harsh with er and said everything i wanted to in her face..instead of yelling or make a show she was the old Brooke again..she said she was sorry and that she loved me" i say with tears in my eyes "i need you to ask you something..to know your opinion.." u sigh "do you think we should take Brooke so-somewhere else.."

Nathan----"What do you mean take her some where else?"

Hey I am going to go for a walk than post later.

kay, i will go take my sister to the beaauty sallon then be back lol

Haley
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"Damien s aid he talk to some doctors and they said people like her..that tried to commited su-suicide are usually taken to a special place to treat them"

Nathan----"Damien said what? I knew we should not trust him with her. Is that his nswer? For Brooke to have people who do not know a single thing about her to be there for her. Man that ass hole always wants the easy way out. Haley...Brooke is coming here to live with us."

Haley
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"Don`t blame him Nathan, he has the best intentions, he loves her and he worries she might do something" i sigh "i hope she agrees to live with us"

Nathan----"He loves her so much that a week ago I was staying at Brooke's at night because West did not want to be there?"

BRooke:" i do not want ot be here i just want to go home and be with you agin ... i promis i will not doanything like this agin i am so sorry i was just feeling so bad about everything please take me home"

Haley
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"he was scared and didnt know how to deal with.." i sigh 'nevermind..can you please come here so we can talk to the doctor togheter"

Damien
~~~~I nod "tomorrow you will go homew...but tonight you will stay here ok"

Nathan----"Yeah let me feed and change Nat. That way she will go back to sleep. I will bring her since it is the middle of the night and I do not want to bug any one."

Haley
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"Ok, thank you"

BRooke:" i want to go home wiht you now.... i am going to be ok i know it i scared mself into be ing ok i will never ever do those things agin i know it "

Nathan----I fix a bottle for Nat than I wake her up and feed her and change her diaper. Than we drive to the hospital. Haley is waiting for us in the waiting room. "Hey baby how are you holding up?"

Haley
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"Not so great" i sigh and hold him then kiss my daughter´s forehead "i`m so glad you are here"


Damien
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"Brooke, please..tomorrow we will leave I promise, please just do what the doctor said, you are in no condition to go home now"

Brooke:" ok... i promis to calm down and rest if you promis me one thing" i hold his hand tight " i want you to promis me that this time tomarrow we will be together in our apartment you will be holding me in your arms and we can just be in love with eachother "

Nathan----"How is Brooke? Luke wanted to come but I convinced him to stay home. He really cares about her Haley. Right now I think he would be better for her than West."

haley
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"she..she`s a mess" i sigh "right now i really think is bettrer for her not see him..he confuses her..we should go talk to her doctor."


Damien
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I swallow "ok..i promise"

Brooke: i smile at him : thank you i love you so much do you know that you are always taking care of me my hero " i start to yawn " ok i am going to try and go get some rest goodnight "

Nathan----"I just want Brooke to get help. I do not think that helping her means putting her away some place

Damien
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"i love you Brooke..now get some rest"


Haley
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I sigh "let`s just go talk to the doctor, he knows the best way to help her"