Haley
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"It is, it is my job..and just that. I promise''

Haley
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Nathan and I fall asleep, we wake up with his cells ringing and mine too "what the.." i sigh and answer when i see it{s my agent "whats going on" she tells to put on E! "oh come on!" i sigh then put and swallow then wake Nathan up "Nathan, Nathan get up!! you need to see this!" turn the volume, the news says 'A side of 23 we never knew' it shows his old girlfriend, Peyton, saying that she will tell the press a side of Nathan Scott that only her know, she will tell everything because people need to know the truth. Then she says 'he is not what you all think, he has a dark side'. I try to process everything and look at Nathan, man his past wouldn`t go away, Lucas, then Peyton at the wedding, the this Brooke girl and now Peyton saying Nathan has a dark side.

Nathan----"I have many skeletons in my closet baby. I am sorry you have to go thru this. I told you before I used to date a lot of girls and get what I wanted than dump them. Peyton got hurt the worst but this thing could get a lot worse."

Haley
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I sigh and run my hand thru my hair "how worse..."

Nathan----"I was not a very good guy before you and I never cared. I never thought any one like you would come in to my life. Hales...I...I am not sure how worse this could get. That is the truth. I am telling you every thing that I know about."

Haley
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I sigh "Ok..but..did you something horrible to her so she could say it in public or something..I need to know Nathan, i need to know what we are going to face it so i will be prepared"

Nathan----"Peyton and me we dated in high school. She was my first serious girl friend. She got pregnant and I made her have an abortion. The place I took her was not a very good place Haley. They hurt her and now she can not have children. My brother and her have dated for awhile now. I did not know they were still seeing each other until he came to our wedding. They are getting married and they want to have kids together but they cant. They cant and its my fault."

Haley
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"Oh my God...and she can use all of this against you..it is dangerous for your career Nathan"

Nathan---"I will not be respected any more that is for sure. I made a mistake when I was a scared sixteen year old kid and now because of it a woman can not have children. Than I go and get a married woman pregnant. God...Hales...I am not a good guy."

Haley
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I sigh "Mat-maybe we can try and talk to this Peyton girl..woman"

Nathan----"It will not do any good baby. She is with Luke so who knows what he has told her. I have always had people against me. I have learned how to deal with it. Plus you have to pay for your mistakes."

h\aley
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I sigh "i`m so sorry Nate..this..sucks, i just hop he doesn`t put your career in jerpardy"

Nathan----"It would not be any thing new if he did."

Haley
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I nod 'well..whatever it is..I am here for you, no matter what"

Nathan----"Thanks Haley. Knowing that you are makes me able to get thru any thing."

Haley
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I nod and kiss him "Too bad we didn`t start the day the way i I wanted us to."

Nathan----"What did you have planned in that beautiful head of yours? I really want to know." I smirk at her.

Haley
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I look at him 'well, i was hope some kissing, then breakfast in bed, burn some calories..things like that" i smirk.

Nathan----"I think that is a really good idea. It will take our minds off this crap. Lets order room service."

be back in a minute


Haley
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"Sounds good, I am starving!" i say with a smile, i want ed to forget about things but i was still worried.

Nathan----"I need to go to the bath room Hales. Why dont you call room service? Order a little of what ever seems good."

Haley
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"Ok" I smile a little then kiss him, he goes to the bathroom and sigh then call for room service.

Nathan----I go in the bath room and close the door. I have a major stress head ache but I d not tell Haley. I look for the medicine I take when I get like this and take it.

Haley
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I order a room service then wait for Nathan.


I am watching the NH clips in Black in White, so much better

Nathan-----I come back to the room and Haley is laying there looking at a picture of us. "Haley....I....I am sorry."

Haley
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I put the picture down and look at him "about what.." silly question.

Nathan----"About all of this. You did not ask for a guy with a past like mine to be your husband. You deserve so much more than me. I am really sorry."

Haley
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"No, I didn`t ask for it..but I am with you and I want to be with you so I am willing to take whatever comes.. I mean no marriage is easy Nathan, it takes hard work and comitment, and I want this marriage to work, I vowed to you for better or worse and I meant it. Of having your past in my life will be a part of being with you so be it"

Nathan-----"What ever crap they dig up about me is in the past. My present and my future are right here with you. They are both really awesome."

Haley
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"They better be" I smile and kiss him then pull away "i have a question.do you..do you think about having kids someday.." i needed to ask since in the past he didnt want and the one he has with Brooke he is not part of his life.

Nathan----"I...I am not sure Haley."

Haley
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"Oh..o-ok..."

Haley
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"Oh..o-ok..."

Nathan----"I do not have the best past with kids. You will be a great mom Hales but I am just not sure I want some poor kid having to have me as his dad."

Haley
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"I think you are wrong..i think if we ever have a kid you would be a great father.."

Nathan----"Yeah....maybe. With your help and knowing what I should not do...maybe.....some day....I will be ready to be a dad."

Haley
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"Ok.." then we hear the door knocking so i get up and put a rob then go answer it, it was the room service.

Nathan----The guy brings our food in. I get up and give him a 20 dollar bill. He smiles and says thanks. Haley is busy getting the food ready so I get up and close the door after the guy. "Wow you did get a little of every thing. Looks good."

Haley
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I get some bangle and taste it "Hmmm" i turn t him "yup, you told me to get a little bit of everything so i did it" i say with a smile. and put the table near our bed then sit down "breakfast is served!"

Nathan---We eat and talk and just enjoy being alone together. Haley has some pan cake on the corner of her mouth so I lean over and kiss it off of her.

Haley
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Nathan and I decide to forget the serious events that just happenned, like me finding out he has a son, and the whole Peyton thing, and the not wanting to be a daddy right now, we just talk and laugh and enjoy ourselves. I am talking when he leans over and kiss it off a pancake "hmm..that is a great way to use your mouth as a knaping" i say with a smile and gently rub my nose on his then kiss his lips.

Nathan----"I thought that was a pretty good trick myself Hales. I get you and pan cake at the same time"

Haley
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"You are really smart Nathan Scott" I smile and kiss him again "really..really smart"

Nathan----"When it comes to figuring out ways so my lips are on yours ...yeah I am. I am so full. I could not possible eat another bite."

Haley
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"Not another bite..well not even a nibble.." i tease him as i show him the side of my neck.

Nathan----"Oh well now ...that is different. I could never turn down Haley James Scott." I start kissing and gently nipping her neck.

Haley
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"that`s good to know" i smile and get goose bumps as he kisses and nibbles my neck "Ba-baby..."

Nathan----We are kissing and touching when my cell starts ringing. I do not want to answer it but than I think it might be my manager. I look at the ID and it is. "Hales...I have to get this."

Haley
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"No baby..let the machine pick up.." i say between kisses "please.." i whisper.

Nathan-----"Ok." I continue to kiss her. About five minutes later my phone rings again and it is my manager again. "He might need some thing important baby."