Li_C
Jan 14 2009, 02:16 AM
Haley
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"wha-what??? n-no Brooke.."
Luvlucas
Jan 14 2009, 03:11 AM
Brooke:" what do you mean no? we are having a great time you can see that i am fine come on you know i do not belonge here anymore i am fine lets go and have funa s sisiters more then just onenight come on haley"
Li_C
Jan 14 2009, 03:16 AM
Haley
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"No Brooke...`m sorry but you are doing so well here, taking you away would make things bad again.."
Luvlucas
Jan 14 2009, 05:13 AM
BRooke:" No it wont " i say starting to get a lil mad " Haley you do not understand i hate it here... i know i can do fine at home just let me prove it to you"
Li_C
Jan 14 2009, 11:05 PM
Haley
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"Like you wered doing before??? Getting mad, drinking and trying suicide!!! I..Icant Brooke, i can`t risk things like that, ok??"
Luvlucas
Jan 15 2009, 02:56 AM
Brooke:" so what the hell was this then tonight? just a lil tese of haha look how good i used to have it but to bad i ahve to stay in here whlie you get to go home..... i thought once you had fun with me and saw iw as ok you would be the first to take me home but .... i was wron this is the loswest you could ever have done with me " i turn off the TV " im going ot my room to go ot bed you can eather take the couch here or even better leave.... and never come back"
Li_C
Jan 15 2009, 03:08 AM
Haley
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"you think this was just to tease you???? How can you think so low ofme Brooke???!! Tonight was suposed to be fun and for us to hang out as sisters and friends, it was not a test to see if yo were ok or not. God why do you keep doing this??/ why d o you keep thinking that all i do is to hurt when it is exactl y the opposite!!!!"
Luvlucas
Jan 15 2009, 04:35 AM
Brooke:" becasue no matter what happens i never ever get what i want .... what i need it is always you telling me no. for once i want you to say you are right Brooke i dont understand but i am going to trust you ..... "
Li_C
Jan 15 2009, 09:28 PM
Haley
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I get tears in my eyes and look at her "i..i can`t..not after what happenned Brooke, i could had lose you, you could had died!!! I am not going take the risk again, not now, not ever"
Luvlucas
Jan 16 2009, 12:19 AM
Brooke: i look at her with no tears in my eyes no feeling at all " im going to bed.... goodbye haley" i walk in my room and lay down then i look around the room i am in and i cry " im never getting out of here"
Li_C
Jan 16 2009, 01:35 AM
Haley
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I sit therwe with tears in my eyes. I hated hurting her, but i knew taking her home would be no good.
Li_C
Jan 18 2009, 04:00 AM
Haley
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I go to her room "i-if you want i can go home and not bother you tonight.."
Luvlucas
Jan 18 2009, 02:45 PM
Brooke:" no what i want is to go home. i hate it here look around this room it sucks i want to go be my own person i want to be out of here "
Li_C
Jan 18 2009, 06:14 PM
Haley
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"you..you can`t"
Luvlucas
Jan 18 2009, 10:12 PM
Brooke:" i can and i will, look you can stay if oyu i am tird of fighting with you this night should never have happend if was fun but it changed "
Li_C
Jan 19 2009, 12:50 AM
Haley
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"I`m..I`m sorry.." i say sadly then lay down.
Luvlucas
Jan 19 2009, 05:35 AM
Brooke: i turn around and lay down a few hours gos bye and i still can not sleep i notice that Haley was asleep i go in her pures and i get her cell phone and call Lucas " come on lucs please pick up"
Li_C
Jan 19 2009, 06:30 PM
Lucas
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It`s really late and i hear my cell. I sigh thewn yawn as i answer it 'yes???"
Luvlucas
Jan 20 2009, 03:40 AM
Brooke: i wisper " hey... its me Brooke.... im sorry i woke u up i just had to talk to you "
Li_C
Jan 20 2009, 03:47 AM
Lucas
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'oh..uh it`s ok" i yawn and sit up a little "what`s up?"
Luvlucas
Jan 20 2009, 03:49 AM
Brooke:" nothing i just got a chance to call you so i wanted to ... i really liked seeing you today and it made me reilize how much i do not want to be here..... maybe you can come get me and we can run away together what do oyu think"
Li_C
Jan 20 2009, 03:57 AM
Lucas
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"wha-what???!!"
Luvlucas
Jan 20 2009, 04:00 AM
Brooke:" listin i know you love me and i you are the only one that i knows really understand what is going on with me and i have to tell you i am so much better now i just hate looking at these crazy walls i want to be around people i know and love i want out and if you come get me we can go and travel and get to know eachother alot more have the time of our lives.... what do you say ?"
Li_C
Jan 20 2009, 04:11 AM
Lucas
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"do you love me??" i feel like Brooke is just using me.
Luvlucas
Jan 20 2009, 04:14 AM
BRooke: i felt like i could not lie to him i had to tell him the truth " Lucas the truth is i like you alot i feel close to you but i still love Damen and i am not sure how much love there is for oyu right now i just know we are close and i really want you to do this with me"
Li_C
Jan 20 2009, 04:19 AM
Lucas
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"i..i`m scared Brooke, to get too involved and get hurt" more than i already am.
Luvlucas
Jan 20 2009, 10:11 PM
Brooke:" Lucas you are my last hope, i do not want to lie to you but i need you to get me out of here and i just need a close friend right now..... if you cant to do this for me then i will understand..... i truly am all alone"
Li_C
Jan 21 2009, 03:01 AM
Lucas
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i sigh "i want to help you brooke, but running away is not the answer"
Luvlucas
Jan 21 2009, 03:24 AM
Brooke:" I thought you loved me Lucas.... i was wrong i am alone i will get out of here and show you all i am fine and so it by myslef"
Li_C
Jan 21 2009, 03:44 AM
Lucas
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"you`re not being fair Brooke, just because i might not help you i dont love you?? that is a childish thing to say"
Luvlucas
Jan 21 2009, 04:11 AM
BRooke:" i know i only siad it becasue i want out of here.... look i have to go befor Haley wakes up and knows i have her phone if you want o come see me then do if not them doing worry about i have to go bye"
i hangup the phone and put in back in her pures and go lay down and kinda cry
Li_C
Jan 21 2009, 04:21 AM
Lucas
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i sigh and lay in bed.
Haley
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after a while i wake up.
Luvlucas
Jan 21 2009, 04:52 AM
Brooke: i hear haley waking up in the other room so i tunr so she can not see my face
Li_C
Jan 21 2009, 04:57 AM
Haley
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"a-are you awake??"
Luvlucas
Jan 21 2009, 10:26 PM
Brooke:" dose it matter? yes i am awake y"
Li_C
Jan 22 2009, 12:21 AM
Haley
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"I dont wanna fight Brooke"
Luvlucas
Jan 22 2009, 01:52 AM
Brooke:" ok well i am glad about that is there any reason why you are waking me up at 3 in the moring to tell me that"
Li_C
Jan 22 2009, 02:07 AM
Haley
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'Fine i will just shut up!" Brooke acts like such a child sometimes. I tur my back to her then close my eyes. I am so tired of her treating me like crap.
Luvlucas
Jan 22 2009, 02:28 AM
Brooke:" no i want to talk" i turn the light on and she looks at me " you asked if i was up and i am it is 3 in the moring so you must have a good reason for why you want to talk so lets talk"
Li_C
Jan 22 2009, 02:33 AM
Haley
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"i also said i dont wanna fight so since you clearly wanna fight i ama just gonna try to sleep so, good night!" i say as i turn off the light and keep my back to her.
Luvlucas
Jan 23 2009, 03:25 AM
Brooke:" oh no you woke me up we will talk not fight but if oyu have somthing to say then say it "
Li_C
Jan 23 2009, 03:33 AM
Haley
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"HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLE TALK WITHOUT A FIGHT IF EVERYTHING THAT YOU say about me is to offend me, you think i am crap and the worst person, that all i do is to ruin your life becaus e my life is so damn perfect so what`s the poit to talk to someone that thinks so low of me??!!!" i s ay not lookign at her.
Luvlucas
Jan 23 2009, 04:45 AM
Brooke:" becasue you seem to think you know everything you seem to think that being here is the only way to help me .... why dont you take one mine nad try to think umm maybe Brooke is right?"
Li_C
Jan 23 2009, 10:11 AM
Haley
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"BECAUSE YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF!!!!!" I lose my patience then sit down and look at her "Do you think this is easy for me seeing you here?? It is not Brooke, i i rather having you being take care of, with a bunch of doctors and everything instead of getting a phone call in the middle of the night tha you are in the hospital hanging on theb alance!!!" i say with tears in my eyes "and if you hate me for it then there is a place i am willing to pay to keep you safe!" i sigh then lay down 'jhjust..get some sleep"
Li_C
Jan 23 2009, 11:13 PM
bumping
Luvlucas
Jan 24 2009, 12:27 AM
BRooke: i do not say anything back i can tell b y the way she is actting that she really was scared when i tryed to kill myslef and that she really dose love me i tunr and say " goodnight "
Li_C
Jan 24 2009, 12:50 AM
Haley
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I sniff and wipe away my tears wiith my back still facing her "yeah..goodnight" i let out a long sigh and close my eyes.
Luvlucas
Jan 24 2009, 01:34 AM
Brooke: we both fall asleep and the moring i get my wake up call and a nures comes in with my daly meds "' thanks" i take them then go and haley comes out " well i guess it is time for you to go "
Li_C
Jan 24 2009, 01:52 AM
Haley
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I get up then go to the bathroom and then go back back and put my shoes on and look at Brooke then gather my things "yeah, i guess it is" i say in a serious tone and not looking at her, i was so tired of all of this, specially trying to be nice when she hates me. "I guess i will see you next sunday'
Luvlucas
Jan 24 2009, 02:35 AM
Brooke:" umm no, you will not be able to see me next Sunday"
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